.Friday, May 29, 2009 ' 11:41 PM Y
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How Many Types Of Lover?
Hmm... This is a catchy one...
Let's see...
There's 4 type's of main lover in this world
1) People whom really seek for love
2)People seek money though love
3)They wanted both but in the nd get's nothing
4)Wanna love but don't know how.
So there was this little small story that maybe could be told...
One day there was this ogre which stay inside a very very deep forest... So there was this day he stroll down this little path, and he saw a very fine girl picking fruits for her sickly grandma... So the ogre stood there and watch queitly, don't even dare to make a single noise... So... This when on for week's...
So... One fine day while this ogre was sitting and waiting for the girl to arrived... He heard a scream from the deep forest... So he when rushing towards the noise... And he founded the girl was attacked by Wolfs... So he risked himself to save the girl... But sadly... He was badly wounded after the fight...
So this little fine girl, took him back to her house for treatment... Then from that day onwards they became friends... So everytime when she go for fruit picking ogre will always accompany her... And eventually they fell in love...
Till there was one fine day... there was a prince when by... So he saw this fine girl was there... And he said: 'Hmm... She was a very fine girl indeed...' So the prince went up to the girl and said... "You're a fine girl... But i have all the women's in this kingdom... But none of them can replace such a fine girl like you... Will you be with me... You can have all the gold's you wanted. Anything just for you my lady." So when the orge hears upon that he went up and chased the prince and his men's away...
But this girl was dam scare... She have never seen such a thing like this... So she have a second thoghts of leaving the orge since the prince said that she can have all the gold to her, and afterall she can cure her sick grandma... So she was so confuse...
A few days later... Then prince came along with alot of men's... So... He capture the girl... And bring her to the orge... So he asked... Neither you die and i will make her mine... Or she will be shot to death... So the orge decided... He used he last breathe and told the girl... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND I REALLY DO... AND IF IT'S GONNA WAIT FOR ETERNITY I WILL BE WAITING... and after that he killed himself... Right infront of her eyes... 'NO'...!!! The girl shouted out... Why... ... Is this worth scarficing...?
So the prince bring the girl back along with her grandma... Day by day, the girl spent lots of money to cure her grandma... But was founded uncurable... She was depress... So she gave up... she became a very greedy girl... And spents lots and lots of money... So the days has come where the prince is going to married her...
And prepare for the wedding... The girl was in her room with her sickly grandma which her sickness was found uncureable... So her grandma asked... "Ohhh myyy myyy... Do you know what is love? Is this what you really wants? Money? or Love?" So the girl look into the mirror and think back of her happy moments with orge... She Cried so hard... So hard... That she knelt down to the ground... Her heart was bleeding pain... She had found something that she has lost... LOVE... So the girl committed suicide even before the wedding started...
.Thursday, May 28, 2009 ' 11:54 PM Y
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Just A Bottle...?
Haisx... Say get over le... Is all fake... It feels like something just move out from your heart... Those pirceing pain... Dam... Avoiding me now? All i need is an answer with a reason.. That's all... Why...? Is that so hard?
Maybe just a bottle would cure it awhile...
If the truth was told instead of a lie,
then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.
. ' 7:45 AM Y
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You told me you would never do this.
Now you lie.
Right to my face.
You always said that you would be there for me..
But,
you lied.
Again.
And,
Again.
So much pain.
So little time.
So much depression,
So much wasted.
I gave you so much.
And,
what?
Its over?
Just like that?
You tell me one more good-bye?
And you leave me?
With nothing?
But, Pain, Depression,Agony, Hurt, Worthless, Anger, Confussion, Alone, Scared, Upset..
You left me with all those emotions..
but, you didn't leave me anything else.
You LEFT me with NOTHING Because you didn't CARE You never did..
And you never will come back?
Will you?
Or will you let me die?
In Hell?
Or in Heaven?
And not come to me? And see me?
For the first time?
In forever?
You said,
it would ALWAYS last..
And will never die.
I can see now, you lied.
. ' 7:24 AM Y
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Why...
Why... Just freaking tell me why... You make me waited for so long, with false hopes... Why... Did i even do something wrong? WHY IS THIS FUCKING HAPPENING... I really don't get it... You said that you cannot come down le... I try to find time for you, just to accompany you... Even skkiped school just to go find you... You said you need care, I try my best to care for you... So... Why... You said you dosen't have courage, But i said i will always support and encourage you... SO WHYYY!!!!!!!!! FUCKING HELL....
. ' 7:19 AM Y
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What The Fcuk?
What the fuck...! Really... You said it you know today is what day... So why the fuck you even go out with other... I don't really want much... Just accompany you for 1 day... But... Why is this happening... Guess that nothing would change even if the earth has change... What's the point... Really... No matter how hard i try... It just dosen't seems to be working... It just seems that other people is more important...
JUST LOST THE RHYTHEM'S OF MUSIC FROM MY LIFE... ...
.Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ' 11:58 PM Y
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Am I Gonna Make It?
Oh... Tomorrow is 28th le... Hmmm... What am i suppose to do... Thinking really hard... Am i suppose to patch..? Haisx... All this things really get me in crazness... Will i get hurt again? Will she change? Will we lasted long? Will Everything goes smoothly? Arhx man... So many question marks in my head... What am i suppose to do... Hmmm... Let's see... I have been eating instant noodles and maggie mee for this bloody few weeks... Tryin to save up money to buy something nice for her... But... But i still don't know what am i suppose to do..!? No joke man... Having noodles instead of proper meal for me is bloody horrible...
Exam is next week... Oh my goash... Am i gonna make it... I wonder... Hahahas... Bloody hell... This few week time-table dam pack...
.Monday, May 25, 2009 ' 11:14 PM Y
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Life Sucks...
Haisx... Sometimes i really find living on this earth really sucks... Cause i do find it meaningless where people do thing that without meaning to it... Maybe i should learn how to do things without a meaning... Quarrel because of stupid small things like this and that... So what the hack is going on... If small problem could lead you guyz into this type of fight... What if big problem? Bloody break up? Have you ever thought of, what you guyz go through all this while...? Just because of small problem...
Life Sucks too without money... So what electricity bill is high and you got no money to pay... Is it my fault? Why always i am the one hu gets the blame... Why not other people... Sometimes i don't really know why... Why we need to pay electric bills!!! Earth is here we born as human shares it... Earth is for everyone... You guyz only build those generator for us... Don't tell me you don't use it also... So why... Why... Haisx...
.Sunday, May 24, 2009 ' 1:36 PM Y
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Hopless?
Haisx... School starts tomorrow... Sienz... Cannot anyhow pon le... Scare kena debar from exam... Haisx...
.Thursday, May 21, 2009 ' 11:45 PM Y
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The Missing Feeling...
. ' 11:34 PM Y
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Love Or Money...?
Haisx... Sometimes i really wondering what people says... Love is great? To tell the truth... For now i don't think love is great neither is all... Cause without money nothing is great... Even u get the most understanding girl on earth... You also won't feel good... 'Cause is kinda so call 'Stress' or even feels 'Lousy' when you really find it hard to support the girl... Even people choosen love for start... Even to give up everthing... But when they had a broken heart everthing turns into a crap... So sometimes I'am thinking so what does love do you great about... Someone to Care for you? Share your problem? Or... Make love?(I know is so wrong)
But have you ever thought of... Do you really like this person? Why...
.Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ' 10:42 PM Y
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Getting Boring?
Haisx... Days are getting boring luhs... Nothing to do... Getting lesser and lesser people at basketball court le... Haisx... Last time use to be flooded...
Tomorrow is another start of a boring day~ Yeah~!!!
.Monday, May 18, 2009 ' 4:28 PM Y
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Whats The Point...
Haisx... If by any chance to write down my history for this month today would be my most lousy day of all... Haisx... Just couldn't know why... I just cannnot mantain my studies with my love life... It just affect the whole picture when something goes wrong... Neither my studies or her... Sometimes even my friend do affect my moods... Dam luhs... Another test which i didn't even know how to do... Whats the point of asking teacher in class... Where there is 39 students hu need help too...
Really hope that something nice would happen after all this shit have happen to me...
.Sunday, May 10, 2009 ' 11:11 PM Y
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Boring Schools Days...
Haisx... Tomorrow going back to school... Admit it is boring luhs... What the... Need wake up so early go school... Then after that bus journey also so long... And when we reach Tampiness 31 is also dam freaking long queue luhs... And bus is so slow... Can't they just have a bus that goes to Simei ITE straight and without going other places i think that would be faster... Hasix... also no point complaining luhs... SBS also not I open one...
Hahahahas... What I am happy about is that this few days i have been going quite smoothly las... With my zhu zhu... Hope that we can patch back soon~!
Ohya... By the way... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAYS...
