Living In The Motion

.Thursday, July 30, 2009 ' 11:32 PM Y

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A Story From The Heart...

I once heard a story straight from the heart,
About a girl and how her world began to fall apart,
It all started when she met the boy that made her life complete,
Just thinking of him made her heart skip a beat,
They were the couple everyone wanted to be,
There were no imperfections as either one could see,
As the weeks passed they fell more in love and were less aware,
Of how often life turns out to be unfair,
Until one day she finally gave in,
She realized there was no way she could win,
She said I'm sorry but i have to let you go,
As he reached for her hand she pulled away whispering no,
When she turned around a tear slid down her cheek,
He just stood there speechless, forgetting how to speak,
The next few days were the hardest at homeShe truly felt she was all alone,
Her mom pushed in her face how she had won,
Her dad said "i knew he was just another one"Her sister said "come on you'll be ok,"
And her brother just tried to stay away,
At school it was like her friends weren't even there,
None of them seemed to really care,
Her life had no more color, just black and white,
Even getting out of bed turned into a fight,
Despite their tries things just weren't like beforeThen he decided "i don't wanna try anymore,"
At that she tried to cut him out,
But the more she ignored him the more her feelings began to shout,
When she saw him that day she could no longer just walk by,
And before she knew it her mouth opened up and out came "hi,"
He looked up and said "so now we're talking?,"
She just smiled and join his walking,
Everyday they talked a little more,
And everyday she began to like him a little less then before,
As the months passed by she became more and more awareAbout how its ok life's unfair,
Because eventually everything becomes your past,
But your memories will always last,
And with that i hope you see,
Not all love is meant to be,
But hold on and don't give in,
Stand tall, hold up your chin,
And believe me when i say,
The right one will come one day,
He'll open your eyes to things you couldn't ever see...

I am who I am...

. ' 10:52 PM Y

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NO LIFE!!!

Seriously man... Day by day... Getting more shit...!

BORING!

Morning went to RC slack with Iskandar, Ernest and Samantha...

Then went to 883 derx lan...

Iskandar and Ernest was playing C.S.

Dam lame lor... 2 people only then sit beside each other...

Somemore screen each other...

Then I was there see them play till I sleep...

Woke up at 1.44pm,

Go fetch Joey, Jia Hui and Jeslyn...

Lolx...

Godly tired la...

Then went to take 900 go back...

Stupid lor... Go up bus... Then I think my EZ-LINK lost!!!!

Dam la... must renew...

Then reach Fragrant le... Sleep!!!

Best thing I could do...

After that Agnes came played a few match...

Then doodle here and there....

Proceed to play cards

Then go home...

Esmond will hold on to his rage,

Just for a word Friendship...

But trust me... Don't let Esmond have any chance to beat you up... Or you'll be sorry...

.Tuesday, July 28, 2009 ' 10:57 AM Y

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. ' 12:46 AM Y

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Bored Like Hell

Arhx... Today totally no life man... Seriously... Morning was about to go school then was late for like about 2 hours le... Go also no point... Then Iskandar call me... He also never go work... Sam also lazy go school liao... So we 3 dumb dumb decided to follow Iskandar to Yishun Polyclinic to take his MC... Lolx... Super Kengster... Totally crap lor... Waited for Iskandar outside for 1 bloody hour plus plus... Gonna smack him man... Me and Sam was retarding outside... Playing with the mask... Then sleep...

After that the sky starts to cry... Awww... It cried for the whole day man... Fragrant no one play basketball... Maybe afew las... But outsider... Boring la... Was playing cards with Denise, Iskandar, Wei Xin and Kiam Ping they all...

After they go home le... Play awhile then sleep... Follow on to NYP...

.Monday, July 27, 2009 ' 1:14 AM Y

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The Way It Maybe Felt...

Every breath drags me closer to death,

I'm running out of air,

is there none left?

Yes,

she was the life force that once supplied me,

Which previously sustained,

yet now has denied me,

The slippery slopes of love's hostile edge.

Hath given me cuts from whence I bled.

Thou hath obliviously obliterated my human soul.

By burning my heart,

blackened as coal

The song sung by my heart's utter despair.

Is echoed back so only I am to care,

If i could tear it out and lock it away,

The pain would be a sunset on the darkest of days... ...

. ' 12:36 AM Y

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Gonner....

Haisx... Isit me on what...

Esmond is wondering...

Scare to trust people le...

Anyway he's a gonner soon... ...

Either in his relationship, study, work or family...

Not that Esmond don't wanna love anymore...

But how?

Do I trust you and fall apart again?

Or do I doubt you and make you fall apart...?

Esmond just can't go back from where he is,

Instead he is hiding and the darkest end of the road...

Thinking of someone maybe could light it up for him...

Cause... He is scare of falling le...

It's tearing him apart...

Maybe things just look simple on the surface...

But deep down inside... He's no longer living...

Sleeping is the best way of escaping...

Sometimes I find one of the saying is right...

' Human's can't be trusted...'

Maybe it was right from the start...

Can someone prove me wrong...?

.Friday, July 24, 2009 ' 12:19 AM Y

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Tired~!

Ahhx... Tired~! Dam tired man today...

Don't know why....

Woke up at 9am, go meet Jeremy they all at 888.

Then went to Bedok and fish~

Wee~!!!

Lolx... The fish all big big~!

But only for show like that!!!

ARGGGG~!!!!!!!!

Can't get even one.......

Lolx... Jeremy create a very special lobster lure...

Lolx... Dam funny...

Then 6+ go back fragrant slack~

Nah... This few days did nothing much...

But feels like punching people face...

Don't ask why... I also don't know...

Esmond Won't be back for the next 2 days~

.Monday, July 20, 2009 ' 2:49 PM Y

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Uploading Afew New Songs~

HAhahas... Just came back from school... So nothing much to do... Gotta upload afew new songs~!

-Don't Worry About It- Ne-Yo.

-She Ain't You - Bei Maejor.

-Empty - Dontae.

-Down- Claude Kelly.

-Defeated - Drew (Of Varsity).

-Come Back To Me - Marques Houston.

-Calling Your Name - Devin Johnson.

-Brave - Leona Lewis.

-Belong to You - Claude Kelly.

-Baby Stay- Shawn Desman.

-Uninvited - Claude Kelly.

-The Future- Lil Eddie.

-Undivided - Lauren Evans.

-Turn It Up - One Call.

-Summertime - Stevie Hoang.

-Official Apology- J.Rice.

-Rocking & Rolling - Jarvis.

-She Was You- J.Rice.

-Story Of My Life - Billy Blue Ft. Akon.

-Strangers - Leona Lewis.

-New Divide - Linkin Park.

-Love Not War- Dawn Richard.

-Lost In Love - Unknown.

-Karma- Ilya.

-I Need Some Love - BAbyface.

-Just Wanna- Anthony Franks.

-I Found You First - Lil Eddie.

-Fallen - Keshia Chante Ft Drake.

-Exlposive - Rob Allen.

-Everytime You Need Me- Dj Mystik.

That's all guyz... Updating tonight~!

Continue~!

Wee... Just now went Fragrant at 3++... Saw Jeslyn, Jia Hui and few others there...

Lolx... Today dam ke lian... Get hell from the girls....

Almost die because of lag of oxygen...

Lolx... Had a few match with Joey they all...

Then they go back le...

Sienz... So i went to RC and slack...

Play afew card game then went home and change le...

8+ went to NYP...

After that back to Fragrant slack awhile then go home~!

(Edited)

It will have already discovered you,

Now it is gone the warmth is lost,

You're left in the twilight of early dawn,

That you've always been...

.Sunday, July 19, 2009 ' 11:27 PM Y

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Sembawang~!
Hmm... Today went to Sembawang Bottle Tree Village...

Let see...

Today morning went to meet Jeremy at 12++...

Then went to his house to get bike...

So we cycle there...

Lolx... Zhi Rui and the other's reach Sembawang le...

So we had to chiong there...

Somemore got to Toing pang, Kerene...

Lolx...

Reach there around 1 or 2+

Had nothing much to do...

Just slacking around lor...

See them fishing... Dam no life la...

So i went into Bottle Tree and play with the swing with Iskandar and Kiam Ping...

Then after that went back to the beach...

Shock lor... Saw Jeremy kena the hook on his head... Lucky got one old man there help him to remove...It was like dam pain la... It hook inside the meat...!!!

Ouch*

Lolx... After this and that... Is about 6+

So Iskandar, Kiam Ping, Kerene and Me decide to go buy some

snacks to eat....

So finally after eating , Time to go home!! ^^

Seriously... My memories is fading... How... I can only remember this much... Even happen in a day...

. ' 2:16 AM Y

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Yesterday~

Hmm... Finally gotta post...

Hahahas... Yeasterday went back around 4am so too tired to post...

Hmm... Let see what happen yesterday...

... ... ... ... ... ...

Hmm... Kinda forgot... But still got alittle memory there....

Goddammit... Memories is failuring....

Hmm... Woke up with Iskandar at 7am yesterday accompany him and others to Poly clinic...

I was bloody tired man...

Then after that when to 167 to eat while waiting for them...

Hmm... After having our meal head to Sembawang Park...

Dam man... It was like soooo bloody hot lor...

So we build our little shelther there... For us to put our thing and to rest...

And some of them go Set the crab cage and their rods.

After around 1++ Kiam Ping and the other's arrived...

Hmm... Hahahas... Finally I was kinda happy cause got water to drink liao...

So...

Play play play play play...

Forgot what the hell I did

Then Jia Hui, Jeslyn and Gina came around the evening....

Then I went down for a swim...

This and that liao, doing all kinds of stupid staff liao....

Then finally cooking~!

Cook those crab we caught it is nice la!

Gonna get more next time~!

So...

After finishing all those crab...

Stay afew more hours, Done our things then head straight back home...

Lolx... Kinda sorry, all my memories are left with this... Couldn't remember anything more... So'ya.. Bye~!

If this day could last forever won't it be nice?

.Thursday, July 16, 2009 ' 12:54 AM Y

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Bloody Tired...

Wa... Dam tired today...

Was woken up by Iskandar call... Wth...

Awww... The sky was crying this morning

Then... When to prepare all this meet Jeremy at 9am...

So when to prepare our fishing equipments... And when to 888 plaza to buy some fishing items and wait for Iskandar

Is like kinda drag lor... Waited him for quite a long time...

After Iskandar arrived we went to buy some items le...

Head straight back to Jeremy house to help Iskandar fix his equipments... Lolx...

After that went to Vista had our breakfast... Man i was starving...

After eating Jeremy help his mum pack some food go back then we go le.

Finally lor... I was like from 9am drag till 12+ walao win liao...

Reach there le... Found a sweet spot... and start fixing our rod...

Lolx... Instead of fishing me and Iskandar was there fishing crabs... Dam crap las...

Lolx... Then i saw One school of fish swam by lor... I was placing my bait and hook there...

WTF!!! Not even one kena hook... I was dam pissed off...

Then I go back fish my crabs again...Seriously I was there swearing like siao man...

So... on and on till 4+

Then Kiam Ping and Wei Xin come... Lolx.. I was dam thirsty... Lucky they got buy water...

So continue playing like siao till 7++ pack up and go back le...

Esmond is scare... His memories is fading fast...

.Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ' 11:46 PM Y

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Fade Away...

Back to school today... As per normal... Late.

Oh no... They started on new modules aready... Dam las... Couldn't understand a single shit...

Then go sleep instead... Boring...

Dam... Wonder could I get through this year...

Self delcare go home at 3pm... Cause is like still got theory... Dam boring so when home...

Die liao somemore got new project... Which I don't understand a single thing...

Went to Fragrant go through my project awhile at RC... Kinda like... Wtf!!!

I was looking at the paper, Then blur... Can't understand a single thing...

And is the first project from the new topic... Holy Crap &$#$#&....

Then gave up... When to go shoot ball instead...

Seems that it had been quieter, As I can feel the distance of us maybe is drifting apart...

Maybe another fall is coming?

Hmm... Memory is losing these days...

Yeax... Esmond is tryin his best to stand up again...

I could only say that I would try my best to stand up... Maybe I might fall again... And harder.

.Monday, July 13, 2009 ' 11:44 PM Y

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KILLING ME SLOWLY INSIDE...

Today kinda pissed off... Maybe wasn't the right for me to be angry somehow... But have you ever know why do people smoke?Saying things like words of encrouagement was easy as to be spoken...You're not the one being hurt... You wasn't the victim...

Maybe I could've broken my promise and hurt you... But... but...

Was it the way I wanted?

I didn't intend you know... But I did...

You just walk away without any apology...

I did said it right... Those wasn't for me... But did you trust me? Don't say yes...

Cause you DIDN'T!!!

So whats the big ideal... If you don't trust me... Why do we have the deal from the start...

Have I told you that I'am serious could you give it back...

Did I?

And you just pass it on to other people... And then walked away...

Wow... Thx... Broke it...

And you treat it as nothing had happen... Hmmm... Guess. That's the best answer i could get?

You... Know what... It's like you didn't even give me a chance to breathe...

Kinda had enough...

Thinking way back... To those day I've been through...

Those Forever you said...

Those lies you told...

All the things that you hide from me...

Those shit that you gave me...

Did I expect anything much from you?

I was there when you needed me... And always there, I'd promise to you... And you promise it too...

But you left turning your back at me... Leaving nothing... NOTHING!

Did I even blame you...?

Those pressure that they gave...

Those excuses that they give...

Pushing me aside slowly...

Lonliness...

Scare...

Not I don't believe in forever... But it prove me wrong all the long it was naive...

Not i don't wanna trust, is just how would I trust...

Not i don't wanna say... Could I?

Not I don't wanna move on... Do I have the courage to fall again?

Not I don't wanna love... Do you leave again?

I'am just a normal boy... I can't do anything much...

Esmond is just Esmond... An Ordinary boy...

Though... It's past... But it still creeping on me... A scar would never goes away...

Do you know how it feels like?

Maybe I could be putting smiles on my face... But the real me was crying inside so loud so loud... But it only can echo's back... Without a single person notice...

Have you ever thought of what I've been through? No you don't cause you are much more lucky then me... Thinking smoking is great? NO IT ISN'T!!!

Wish that I was never there and never was...

. ' 7:01 AM Y

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Tagged to do this quiz ..BY Elvyin and Gina !!! " feel like peeling their skin off~!

1) So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?

- Erm... Kinda...

2) Have you thought about an ex today?

- Up till now nope~!

3) Do you consider yourself lucky?

- Not so...

4) Relationship between you and the last person you texted?

-Brother's?

5) Why did you last cry?

- Forgot le leh... Kinda long..

6) Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?

- No... Crying is dumb...

7) Do you believe in karma?

-Sorta... And knew that those 2 hu tag me will gain 1 karma...

8) Are you okay with the life you live in?

- Nope... Wish that I was not here from the start...

9) Last person you told a secret to?

- One of my brother...

10) How many true friends do you have?

-Kinda lotz~

11) Can you walk into a room full of strangers and maintain your confidence?

- Mmmm... Yes~!

12) Do small children like you?

-Yes/No? Oh man how would I know...

13) Do you give up easily?

-Depend on what I'am doing lor...

14) Where do you go when you want to be alone?

- Behind of CHR, top of the hill~!

15) If you could go back one month and change something, would you?

- Yes. Ofcourse...

16) Your ex runs into you and hugs you, what do you do?

- What the heck happen to you?

17) Are you a jealous person?

- Nah...

18) Would you ever consider adoption?

- Hell no...

19)Do you like Redbull?

- If you meant the drink... NO! kinda medicine yuckiie taste...

20) Think back 5 months ago, were you single?

- Nopes...

21) Is it easy to make you smile?

- Yeax... Kinda?

22) Do you have a bad habit?

-Yeax... The...

23) Where do you wish you were?

- Back to my lala land~!

24) Would you date someone taller then you?

- NO~!!!! Is like walking beside it people will thought her as your sister...

25) Did anything annoy you today?

- Up till now Haven't

26) When is your birthday?

- 30th June...

27) What are you looking for in the next 2 weeks?

- Nothing much... Count how many days i could pon sch?

28) Do you think you could last in a relationship for 6 months?

- Yes... Must depend on the girl also der ma...

29) What time did you wake up this morning, why?

- 5.20am, Because I gotta go sch...

30) Have you ever been kissed on the neck?

- No

D31) If you were kicked out of your house, where would you go first?

- Fragrant?

32) Are there any previous relationships you wish could have lasted longer?

- Yup...

33) Does it bother you when people get drunk?

- Nope as long as he dosen't disturb me...

34) Is there anyone that will text you and you smile instantly?

- Yeax...

35) Ever given your all to someone who walked away?

-NO...

36) Are you mad at someone right now?

- nope

37) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

- Kinda often...

38)Full blood or half-blood brother?

- ??? Dumb?

39) Think anyone is missing you right now?

-Maybe? Don't miss much kay~ But love more~!

40) Will tomorrow be a good day?

- Hmmm... Maybe... hope so...

41) Do you like hugs and kisses?

- Yeax... Kinda... Cause is like sorta Sweet~!

42) What's on your bed?

- Pillow and booster~!

43) Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

- Nope... Haven't yet...

44) Yesterday?

- Iskandar

45) Is there one person in your life that can always make you happy?

- Nah...

46) Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?

- Yupx~

47) Can you sleep without blankets covering you?

- The... Ofcourse

.48) Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?

- Nope...

49) Know how to cook?

- Ofcourse...

50) Do you prefer beaches or forests?

- Forests

51) Who knows a secret about you?

- Some of my brother's.

52) Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?

- My teacher... Cause I pon today. Probaly later she will call and talk crap ?

53) Do you believe that things last forever?

- No~! Cause I believe nothing is unbreakable...

54) Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?

- Yeah~!

55) Tag 15 of your friends to do this quiz.So here goes!!
1)Agnes
2)Edlyn
3)Jaslyn
4)Jia Hui
5)Joey
6)Ernest
7)Denise
8)Jeremy Ng
9)Jeslyn
10)Donald
11)Lina
12)Kai Feng
13)Jerry
14)Ivy
15)(Random)

Whoa... Done finally... Go sleep liao tata~!

. ' 12:18 AM Y

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Sembawang~

Aww... Today slept till 11am+ could sleep longer ya' know... Dam Wei Xin... Wake me up... Was in my Lala~ land~ okay~! Follow by Kiam Ping came to my house... Lolx... Both buy food never help me buy... Lazy go down... After that Iskandar also come too... Na Bei! He also got pack food... I was like sianz diao...

After that fnishing downloading my songs... When to Vista to buy food, Head to Fragrant and wait for Jeremy they all...

Wee~! Going Sembawang Park Fishing... Lolx... Went to Chong Pang to buy their fishing equipments and catch crab derx net then proceed to Sembawang... Lolx...

Reach Sembawang about 5pm+ Lolx... Wasted quite alot of time at Chong Pang... Should prepare earlier... Lolx...

Hmm... It was fun las... The whole day was like... Catching nothing... Instead we go down catch small carb...

Hahahas.... Kinda tired so don't say much... Live on for tomorrow...

Without you there with me... Even the most beautiful senry, Feels dull...

.Sunday, July 12, 2009 ' 1:23 AM Y

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Tagged by GINA and ELVYIN and AGNES! =.=
1. what time is it now ?

: 1.36am

2. what are you doing ?

:Answering lame question and being lame...

3. thinking of anyone?

:No... Not at this time...

4. are you happy/blur/sad ?

:Blur

5. why ?

:Cause blur is just blur... Being dumb?

6. what is the last thing you ate ?

:Hmm... Lemme think... Actually i was like kinda forgot... I tink maybe is... ... IDK...

7. last thing that you've heard to made you cry?

: Break ups?

8. what is the last movie that made you cry ?

: None... Hey not i cold hearted okay~

9. who do you which to be by your side ?

: Hmmm... My brother's and ofcourse all my Close friend~!!!

10. regretted anything in this month ?

: Yeax...

11. do you fall in love/out of love in this month?

: Hmmm... Both?

12. who was the last person you talk to ?

: My sister

13. who was the last person you hug ?

: Iskandar~!

D14.who was the last person you sms ?

: Hmmm... Zi Wei~ :)

15.what do you think of today ?

: Nothing less nothing more...

16.who can make you laugh ?

: Almost anyone.

17.who always takecares of you?

: Brother's and family~

18. anyone you know you're in pain ?

: Wow... there was one... Shhh.... Esmond

19.what happen ?

: Fell down while walking the stairs... (Wow... Now everybody knew it...) =.=

D20.what do you wanna do before you die ?

: Find the real meaining of Love?

21.what songs is stuck in your head ?

: Addicted - Stevie Hoang

D22.what song are you listening to now ?

: None...

23.Worries about anyone ?

: Yeax... Those 3 name's that tag me mention above... Gonna kick their ass...

24.what age do you wanna get marriage ?

: When my saving is enough? And ofcourse my GF is ready to~

25.how many children do you want ?

: 2? Yeax... 1 too lonely le...

26.where do you wanna go for your honeymood ?

: Can i choose to go around the world instead~

27.any plans in this two months ?

: Hmm... Find someone I really like? Cause no point thinking about studying...

28.describe a prefect wedding ?

: Hmm... Total romance~!!! Perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29.describe a prefect dates ?

: At the beach with full of stars in the sky, with a very beautiful full moon~ Nothing is better then this~ ^^

30.where would you like to go for a holidays ?

: Hmmm... Any place that is fun~

31.do you play instrument ?

: Abit ba...

32.do you have a band ?

: Nope~ Feels like having one... Is like Kinda cool~

33.what songs do you want to listen to ?

: Songs which are meaninful...

D34.wish you could die?

: Hope so... Aleast it would keep my burden away~

35.do you give up easily ?

: Maybe... When something just seem to be.

36.do you know someone who act like a kid ?

: Kiam Ping...

37.do you anyone who is rude?

: Yeax~

38. whats is th sweetest things anyone ever done ?

: Erm... D.I.Y of Eiffel tower with lights~?

39.any sweet memories with your EX ?

: Mmm... When we share the same senery?

40.honestly...which ex do you love the most ?

: Hmmm... No point saying about it now. the...

41.single or taken ?

: single (:

Tag 10 besties / frens !
1. Jeslyn!
2. Edlyn!
3. Joey!
4. Lina!
5. Jerry!
6. Ernest!
7. Jeremy!
8. Donald
9. Kai Feng!
10. Jiahui!

Whao... Finally Finish dammit... Dam tired... Byes ;)

. ' 12:57 AM Y

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Back~!

Hahahas... Finally back to blogging... Ton with Iskandar for afew days... Should be 3 ba... Hahahas... Hmm... Today morning wake up at 9am Kinda tired... Lolx... Then Wei Xin came my house to give back my shirt... Follow by Kiam Ping came.

Then we go Vista had our breakfast, then head straight to Fragrant to meet Agnes, Donald and Iskandar... Lolx... Agnes was doing her homework... Hardworking eh... (Random)

After that went to Yishun with Iskandar and Kiam Ping instead of Orchard... Lazy go that far, Misses Fragrant too... But sad nia~ Not alot of people there when we gone back... Sky cry for awhile...

Mmmm~~~ That's all for today ^^

Slowly searching my path, back to where I was, and to be forgotten...

.Wednesday, July 8, 2009 ' 11:56 PM Y

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Tired~!!!!

Esmond is tired of fighting le... No point... Either in relationship or emotion... Esmond finally gave up... Scare to fall again... TIRED!!! Seriously... Guess that he's going back to sleep... Maybe someday someone will walk pass and wake him up??? Hahahas... Guess won't be a chance ba... Sometimes things just don't go the way you wanted... just have to accept to reality... But by sleeping... That's a Sweet Escape~

Closing slowly, Every breathe every path is missing...

.Tuesday, July 7, 2009 ' 6:28 PM Y

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Losing End...

Losing faith slowly... Giving up all hopes... Seriously... Don't know what gone through my mind these days... Finally I giving up fighting myself... Hopless... What i knew was... I've let those people hu believe in me down... Feels like ending myself soon... Maybe could god end me tomorrow... An escape of reality... Death? Anyway... I've lost...

Hey I'am Sorry Joey... For letting you down...

Closing my eyes...

Dying slowly...

Bleeding inside...

And he's a gonna soon...

.Monday, July 6, 2009 ' 11:57 PM Y

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Fine Day?

Hmm... Today woke up at 9++... Was disturb by my Agnes... Morning call =.=... Somemore still say won't laugh at my voice... You was there laughing all the way lor~!!! Dumb... Then after that prepare to go out... 10.30 when to Fragrant saw Wei Xin there follow by Jeremy then Chen Xi and Iskandar... Lolx... The one hu call me sooo early was late~!

Thought of scaring that dumb Agnes derx... Then the lift suddenly stop at 5th story... Then drop the plan... Hu knows the lift come down 1st story no people inside... So I and Jeremy decided to go up see... Then She was in another lift going down liao... Lolx... When we going down half way heard Agnes Shout... I was like Wow~! That was totally retard~! (Don't kill me kay Agnes)

Then when to Causeway Point meet Kiam Ping, Gina and Eugene... Wa... They was having their breakfast at KFC lor~! We haven't eat ours~!!! Then when down to Cold Storage went to buy Donuts~

DONUTS ROCKS OKAY!!! YUMMIE~~!!!!!!

So went to Cineplex after that to buy movie ticket~ Ice Age 3 3D... We brought 10 ticket never thought of Elvyin coming last mintues~! Hmm... Then waited for like 1hr++ Dam boring shit... I sleep outside of TZ derx chair... Very tired~!

Finally the show start lolx... Seriously... The 3D is such a waste lahs... Wasted my extra $4... The only part was the fire spilting out... Then the rest is like 2D ler... Waste money... But the show was nice~! Espically the baby dinosaurs & then new born mammoth~ Peach~!

After movie went shop shop awhile... I was like oh shit... I'am totally broke man... Cannot eat... Hahhaas... Then go cope Kiam Ping derx food... Thx'ya~! ^^

After shopping was the best part... HOMMIE!!!!!! Finally... I was dam tired luhs~ finally can go home yay~!!!

When home Celebrate my Father Birthday~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY~!!!!

Stay tune for tomorrow updates~!

Unless I'am not going home tomorrow~! ^^

Alittle bit or Love, alittle bit of care, that's all what I need to love you~!

.Saturday, July 4, 2009 ' 11:34 PM Y

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Yesterday Night~!

Wootz~ Yesterday night was fun... Lolx... We will called by Wei Xin saying that go Jeremy house cook... So we say anything lor... After reach there, there was Li Wei, Jeremy, Wei Xin, Iskandar and Zhi Rui... Wei Xin, Zhi Rui and Jeremy was cooking Dumpling~ Whoooo~ NIce~! Hahahas...

Then after that me and Iskandar follow Li Wei go home awhile... Cause he wanna bath... Cause after that suppose to go my house ton der lor...

The most fun part was... After we when back we saw them clearing up smokes... Lolx... That Zhi Rui hand itchy... Go pour oil inside the fire... then smoke like siao... Then we use cupboard to blow the smoke away...

Around 1 or 2+ couldn't really remember... We saw one Pai Kia sitting downstair... Lolx... Jeremy when to throw half of the egg down... Almost hit him... Then he was like kinda Not happy... Then he when up... Lolx... Iskandar, Li Wei and Jeremy ran away... Jeremy was holding bottles... But that Li Wei and Iskandar ran without taking anything.. WTF!!!!

Li Wei left his phone there with music on~!!!!!!!!!! Then when i take it for him that time got not enough time to hide le...

Wei Xin, Zhi Rui and Me was kena caught... But then I say egg also not we throw derx KP so much for what... That guy Not Happy then call people come... I ran down Jeremy house faster clear all the things and place it near the rubbish chute... Then faster press lift... While that dumb guy was still on his phone...

When the lift comes just nice we get our escape... Lucky that guy didn't saw Jeremy...

.Thursday, July 2, 2009 ' 11:20 PM Y

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All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog. Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions. [ not in sequence ] (:
01. Jia Hui
02. Gina
03. Agnes
04. Donald
05. Joey
06. Mark
07. Joel
08. Elvyin
09. Zhi Rui
10. Sam
11. Kiam Ping
12. Berlinda
13. Samantha
14. Iskandar

01. How did you get to meet 7? [Joel] : At Fragrant~

02. What would you do if you and 13 never met? [samantha] : Hmm... Nothing much... Maybe more Peace~!

03. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? [Jia Hui, Berlinda] : Lolx? You must be kidding me?

04. Have you ever seen 14 cry? [Iskandar] : Nah... But i wanna have a look~!!!

05. Would you ever wool 05? [Joey] : Hmm... Wow... Don't mind tryin... But she hate's smokers

06. Do you think 11 is attractive? [Kiam Ping] : Yeapx... He's my Grandson afterall~

07. What's 2's favourite colour? [Gina] : Hmmm... Black or Pink?

08. When was the last time you talked to 9? [Zhi Rui] : Today~

09. What language does 8 speak? [Elvyin] : Erm... English?

10. Who is 13 going out with? [Samantha] : Erm... Dunno

11. What grade is 12 in? [Berlinda] : 9th grader? LOL.

12. Would you ever date with 03? [Agnes] : Hmm... Why not? Afterall she's my friend~

13. Where does 5 live? [Joey] : Woodlands. Lolx...

14. What's the best thing about 3? [Agnes] : Hmm... She's quite nice ba... Pretty? Maybe~

15. What would you want to tell 11 now? [Kiam Ping] : Don't pissed me off... Or i will shave your wool off~!

16. Whats the best thing about 8? [Elvyin] : He's nice

17. Have you ever kissed 5? [Joey] : Nope~ Wanna try?

18. What was the best memory you have with 7? [Joel] : Wow alot nia~ Been through thick and thins with my brothers

19. When's the last time you're going to see 6? [Mark] : Hmm... 1hr back?

20. How is 14 and 12 different? [Iskandar,Berlinda] : One is rough and V.I.P, and another one is sweet and adorable (:

21. Is 6 pretty? [Mark] : Kk... More to sassy?

22. How did you meet 5? [Joey] : Fragrant too

23. Is 1 your best friend? [Jia Hui] : Hmmm... Normal friend~

24. Do you hate 12? [Berlinda] : Ofcourse not she's my Mei~

25. Have you seen 4 in the last month? [Donald] : I think so... ...

26. When was the last time you said to 3? [Agnes] : An hour ago...

27. Have you been to 5's house? [Joey] : Hahahas... Nope~!

28. When's the next time you're gonna see 10? [Sam] : Erm... Saturday?

29. Are you close to 13? [Samantha] : Hmm... Not so ba~

30. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? [Donald] : Nope

31. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? [Elvyin] : Er... Yes? Way back in Secondary's... ...

32. Would you give 2 a hug? [Gina] : Hmm... Why not? If she don't mind... ... Lolx...

33. When have you lied to 3? [Agnes] : Up till now haven't worx~

34. Is 1 good with socializing? [Jia Hui] : Should be ba?

35. Do you know secrets about 9? [Zhi Rui] : Hmmm... Is secret lor~!

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. [Iskandar, Berlinda] : Hmm... Crashey?

37. Best thing about your friendship with 9? [Zhi Rui] : We're always there for each other~!

38. What's the worst thing about 6? [Mark] : Hmm... Nothing much worx~

39. Have you ever had a crush on 03? [Agnes] : Maybe?

40. Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? [Iskandar] : Nope... But lotsa gay partner~

41. Have you ever wanted to punch 11's face? [Kiam Ping] : Hmmm.... Yes~!!!! Too GL
sometimes~!

42. Has 2 met your mother? [Gina] : Er... No...

43. How did you get to meet 3? [Agnes] : Since the 2nd day i when Frangrant?

44. Did you ever physically hurt 3? [Agnes] : Hahaha... Not quite... But Crabby does~! Wee~!!!

45. Do you live close to 7? [Joel] : Whoa... Far... Lazy take bus or walk... too farrrr....

46. What's 8's favourite food? [Elvyin] : Alot lor~!

47. What kind of car does 1 has? [Jia Hui] : Siblings Toy Car?

48. Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? [Zhi Rui] : Nope~ We Travel in groups~!

49. If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? [Iskandar] : Pay he fine's, MC and
smoke's

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else in return

.Wednesday, July 1, 2009 ' 9:18 PM Y

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Fading Away~

Hasix... Today did nothing much... When to Zhi rui house at 11am+... Then sleep all the way till like 2+... Then Joey massage me... Lolx... No one at Fragrant then i when down and accompany her...

After that 4+ when home and prepare for Movie... When to see the Treads Of Destiny~ Hmm... Not totally boring show but still not bad luhs... But still don't know why... Eveytime at those sad points where it really makes people tears apart... I just can't cry lor... Sienz...

Tonight won't be home again...

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels