.Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ' 12:06 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Moving on to the new world~!
Twilight~
Satanism~!
Play with fire,
DANCE WITH THE DEVILS!
Tou Swy Kyjed Xy Qesw Uai!!
.Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ' 10:25 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Esmond is turning himself into someone that he dosen't know...
Knowing that maybe 'someone' is wooling the girl he like...
Had know that this is the first time Esmond felt this way...
... ... ...
Nevermind...
Maybe that's how makes people grow out of love?
Anyway...
Having money problem again...
Dam FCUK UP...
Parent keep on pressure...
Still gotta think of going tomorrow...
Haisx...
... ... ... ...
Esmond don't wish to stay anymore...
She could be the one who makes my heart skip a beat each time I see her.
She could be the one who brings the smile to my face.
She could be the one which brings colour to my life...
But Never the less...
She could be the one that leave the deepest wound...
. ' 12:01 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Wootz Back to posting~
Actually not much to post eh...
Hmm...
Firstly R.I.P my shirt.
Secondly Esmond is alright le.^^
Hahahas...
Yesterday was total bore can...
Went down to fragrant with Kiam Ping,
then only saw Donald, Joseph and Andy with few other people.
Then went home lor...
Then after that 7+ went down again with Wei Xin...
Lolx...
Only afew peepz there...
Dam sienz la...
Went to vista with Kiam Ping to cut his hair...
Then go back again with Wei Xin and Kiam Ping.
Boring till we throw nuts at each other...
Lolx...
Play afew match after that and go home le...
BORING~!
.Saturday, September 26, 2009 ' 1:22 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Came back from our class chalet~!
Hahahas fun las...
Hmm... Only thing is no girls...
Abit bore...
Tmr... will be updating the picture...
Lolx... Jensen Face~
Wee~ Eh... Ms. Karen don't cover your mouth~ Hahahas.
Looks better my teacher~ Chio right?
Ding Liang, Bryan, me, And Zi Rong~!
My gays Partners~!
Me and Shuan~!
Wootz~ Group Photo~!
Wake up... My turn to sleep!
Hahahas... BBQing all chief~
Last Night~!
Thank You guys for this memorial day~!
If I'am gonna have a last dance with you, I'd play a song that last forever...
.Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ' 10:23 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Will Be off from Fragrant and blogging for 5days~!
Gonna miss you guyz eh~!
.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 10:51 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Yesterday was too busy to post...
Yesterday was kinda pissed.
Hahahas... But at night can le,
Get back my line der sim card~!
Haisx...
Even though is Hari Raya,
Still so less people come down...
Maybe Esmond is left with last 3months le...
What if he is changing into something that he can't reconise his own... Will you guys still be there for him?
.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ' 2:08 AM Y
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Felt So helpless suddenly...
Give me a hint will you?
That you love me?
Is so hard for me...
Scare to face the second fall...
Holding back...
Stepping down.
I may not be the guy you wanted.
I may not be the Perfect.
I may not say the sweetest things.
I may seems not to care alot...
But the only thing that I knew that is I Love You...
.Thursday, September 17, 2009 ' 11:12 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
天使的距离
那一天那一個瞬間,
遇見了你 世界忽然有了意義,
每一分每一秒被你牽引,
好想保護你 卻又不敢靠近,
如果凡人愛上了天使的笑容,
該怎麼擁有,
是否你願意 為我墜入凡塵,
你有天使的眼睛,
美麗幻化成流星,
消失前照亮我的天空,
卻不留軌跡,
你有天使的羽翼,
展開隨風飛離 來不及,
不敢說的秘密 就是我愛你,
遙遠的距離...
Quite and listen with your heart. Our love is whispering through the wind...
.Wednesday, September 16, 2009 ' 11:25 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
What If One Day I Was Gone...
Soon...
.Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ' 10:27 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Short Post...
Feeling hell now...
God dam Coke!
Esmond can't drink coke...
Keep on vomiting now...
Very Xin ku...
.Saturday, September 12, 2009 ' 1:09 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Today was quite a fun day~
Met Kiam Ping in the morning.
Went down Vista buy food,
Then go meet Iskandar and Wei Xin~
Hahahas...
Finally Wei Xin back from M'sia...
Miss him loads...
Then Went Vista eat with Iskandar...
Lolx...
Thought of only the few of us going...
Didn't know in the end lots of them going...
Then went to Causeway Point,
Wait for Eugene, Chen Xi, Gina and Agnes...
Lolx... Super long...
Was surprise that Denise and Jeslyn tag along too...
Hahahas... What more to say,
The more the merryer!
Lolx...
Sad that my maid and Jeslyn went back first.
Then go walk walk awhile lor...
Crapping along the way!
Lolx...
Fun luhs...
But sadly end fast too...
If evryday people could put their smile on their face, I think pain would be lesser...
.Friday, September 11, 2009 ' 1:07 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Newly Updated Songs...
-Promise You Love - Claude Kelly.
-How Could I - Claude Kelly.
-Best Thing- Shawn Desman.
-3 Years Today - K. Young.
-Get U Back - Claude Kelly.
-Like Them - Claude Kelly.
-Let Me Holla - Fdm Ft. Yung Joc.
-How Did We - Jason Derulo Ft. Auburn.
-Goin Under - Claude Kelly.
-Forever You And Forever Gone - Claude Kelly.
-Forever - Claude Kelly.
-Deceiving - K.Young.
-Crowded Room - FDM.
-Committed - J-Minor.
-Babygirl - Sammie Ft. Lil Brod.
-Music Sounds Better With You - Claude Kelly .
-More Than I Can Take - Claude Kelly.
If my life was as good as this music wouldn't it be nice...
.Thursday, September 10, 2009 ' 12:57 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
This Is My Apology...
Sorry that I can't give the answer you wanted.
Sorry that I hurt you.
this is my apology to you...
You're a nice girl,
I don't wanna break you heart deeply...
That's why i choose not to...
I am Sorry...
Cause I've thought of what I have said to someone.
I can't make the mistake that I taught...
Sorry gotta say:
Never to accept someone that you don't really like,
Not even trying
Cause you might hurt her deeper with the truth.
.Wednesday, September 9, 2009 ' 1:45 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Thank You~!
Thank you so much!
Thanks for killing me off...
You have just reveal the darkest facts of mine which I wanted to ingore...
Why...
Is it so fun?
Just by playing with other people relationship?
Pushing it around.?
1st was her now is another...
Wow. Thanks man...
Didn't know that you were that great.
And now I don't think I could even make it through myself...
You've just took all my reason away.
Anyway...
Is just like a toy...
Even a friendship could replace away by others easily...
Living me here all alone...
Thanks
For callling me when you needed me,
And cast me away after that.
Thank You.
.Sunday, September 6, 2009 ' 11:57 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Today nothing much really happen...
After ton at Eugene house,
Went to Vista to buy food with Iskandar...
Then go my house sleep...
3+ Went down to Fragrant see got people there ma.
Shoot afew ball.
Went home with Jeremy.
Cause he had to help me fix my computer.
After that went to Fragrant again.
Go find Elvyin.
Talk to him awhile.
Then he go home le...
Dam sienz.
So I went to the mountain behind CHR with Jeremy...
Yeax...
There could've been the best place to clam myself down.
And really shout what was deep inside...
Haisx...
What happen to me today...?
I almost gave that guy a punch.
And could landed him in hospital...
Lost of control suddenly...
Anyway Happy Birthday Kiam Ping~!!! Retarded Meh Meh~!
. ' 1:12 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
What has gone through my mind?
Seriously I've been thinking...
Recently...
I don't know what the hell have my thinking gone to.
For all I love turns into hate slowly...
For what I yearn for turns to despite...
For all the beauty turns to abyss...
I getting sick of things I've done...
Things going rather relvolution lately...
When I hear loves songs it made me just feel like laughing out loud.
Cause it's like never happens...
Can you even accept someone which is this pathetic?
.Thursday, September 3, 2009 ' 10:16 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Today Pon school again...
Dam... Misses 2 test le.
Fcuk!
Nevermind,
Anyway gone gone soon?
Today went to Vivo with Agnes, Ernest, Wei Xin, Kiam Ping and Iskandar. Hmm anyone left out?
Go there give Agnes phone for service.
Then after that planning to catch a show at Orchard derx is I was not wrong.
Then instead we went to Causeway.
Sorry,
My Ez-link was not enough...
So we went to Causeway buy The Proposal ticket.
Lolx...
Intead of watching the show that we buy.
We go sneak into other room.
So in the end we watch (I Love You BethCrooper.)
Hmm... Very nice show...
Comedy + Love story.
Kinda nice la...
But sadly I still not touch by the show... Haisx...
I going into insanity...
Feels like killing...
Shouting hard...!
Every step I go I'am scare of falling.
Is like I am standing on a cliff with lots of cracks... ...
I doubt every step I move.
Cause...
I just can't let go.
Getting on my knees!
Shouting:
I'AM TIRED! SICK OF IT!
ARHHHXXXX!!!!!!!!!
. ' 12:51 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
My Corner...
Haisx...
Why,
I've been thinking through what my friends had told me.
And I knew it from the start.
For me to have a girl at Fragrant is very limited.
Cause I'am scare of hurting them...
That's why.
I rather step down.
Hide my feeling.
But somehow...
Too late...
I don't know why.
But...
I dosen't want it this way too.
Tell me what I'am gonna suppose to do.
Things could be said easily then done...
Still considering...
Am I gonna accept.
I don't wanna hurt you.
You're a nice girl.
What if I can't be the guy you wanted.
Or...
I may still have alittle confuse in my heart.
Then you're the only one giving in.
And the crulest things ever happen is.
You thought that you're fighting side by side with your love ones.
But in the end.
You found out that you're all alone.
Will you regret?
Girl: Are you lost boy?
Boy: Yeax kinda lost...
Girl: You could tell me where you're going I could direct you
Boy: Can you tell me how would I walk into your heart?
. ' 12:40 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Bloody Nose Still In Pain~!
Hmm... Very tired today~!
Yesterday when to have a drink with Samantha and Andy.
Lolx...
Quite nice la~
Hahahas~
Then ton over Samantha house.
Today Morning woke up,
Go meet Agnes~
Lolx... She wakes up at godly timing la!
Then go meet Kerene...
And after that Jeremy~
So we went to Mac to have our breakfast~
After that Sam join us too...
Lolx...
Slack at Mac for very very long.
11+ go Jurong with them.
And then Iskandar also join in too.
Lolx...
We reach Jurong le,
Then Joel call me and wanna meet us~
Another accompany~!!!
So we went to Daiso after that~
Lolx... Kinda crappy la.
Was fooling around in Daiso.
Hahahas... Kinda fun. Brought 1 scarf with Joel and Iskandar.
Then went back fragrant play basketball.
Shall not say after that~
Really hope there won't be a fight again...
.Tuesday, September 1, 2009 ' 12:54 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Just Say you Love Me~!!! That's all I need!
. ' 12:03 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Hahahas... Today felt kinda happy~
Finally gotta reunite with my old cliques~
Lolx... Met up some in school.
then have some nice chat with our old teacher's~
Lolx...
Here and there~ Bla bla bla~ Etc~~~
But sadly Esmond miss none of them...
And I felt nothing when I go back.
So after that when to Causeway to meet up with Lina and Iskandar.
Cause we going to Orchard~
Lolx... Then after that met Lee Hong at Amk~
Lucky she get's in the same train with us,
If not we gotta alight and wait for her~
Original plan was, Go Cineplex watch movie derx~
Then change to Dhoby Ghaut~
Lucky we take bus there.
Too lazy to walk!!
We want watch Final Destination derx...
But sad lor all underage cannot buy...
After buying the ticket we went to X-Zone there play~
I was there sienz sienz derx...
5+ liao then we go watch show~
After our show finish,
Had our dinner.
This and that,
then go home le...
Lolx... Sry.
I only remember all this~
Hope that this would be a lasting friendship...
Some of our past Photo~
