Living In The Motion

.Wednesday, January 27, 2010 ' 11:53 PM Y

only you will be able to make it .

Remains Quiet Inside My Heart That I Could Hardly Tell You... ...

Sometimes I find it sick and tired,

Numb to those time you are not there when we go out,

Numb of missing you,

Tired of explaining things over and over again,

Is always the same things,

But the different is,

Who you said to... ...

I've trusted you,

You said that you would come with us once.

But I've waited.

Guess I still have to wait longer?

Is always your friend is there then you go...

Didn't blame you... ...

Sometimes it just makes me felt like,

Friends are more important then me.

I know that you've care alot for me...

But it seems that the care is just to cover those days you were not there.

Thats why I moved on to gameing...

Least for what I can do to numb myself...

Rather to make myself addicted,

Then to feel the lonliness...

I've always told myself is okay,

Is okay, You were still young...

But is a lie to myself...

It has never felt good... ...

Maybe I'am just not good enough?

Is always the same thing happening,

Never changed...

No matter who is it...

... .... .... ... ... ... ... ... ...

IS ALWAYS THE SAME SCENE...

Breaking up Examples:

-Parents objections

-Consentrate on studies

-I'am not ready

-Not the right time now

-We are just not mend to be with each other.

... ... ... ...

Why not people just speak the truth out...

All this reasons is just bullshits...

Especially parents objections.

One question...

Is your parents going to be with me or you?

Will they be there forever?

You'd haven't give a chance for people to prove themselves,

And you ended it...

Isn't this selfish?

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .. ... .. ... . .. . . . . . .

♠It's All About Me Y

@>-- Esmond Aka Valentine.
@>-- Cancerian.
@>-- 17 This Year.
@>-- 100% Romance~
@>-- 70% Sweetness~
@>-- 60% Naughty~
@>-- 50% Crap~
@>-- 30% STM!
@>-- Don't provoke me, Cause u wouldn't wanna do that~
@>-- Nice guy with hot temper~
@>-- Don't judge me~
@>-- I don't hate or dislike people de... Unless they overboard.
@>-- Nothing could stop me from doing what i want
@>-- Hate to lose.
@>-- MSN: esmond_madness92@hotmail.com
@>-- If hate me or dislike me Just click on ALT-F4

My Treasure That Cannot Be
Replace Y

MY TREASURE: My Family~!
MY ONLY ONE: Tsin Ee (Bao Bei)
MY TRULY BESTI:
Zhi rui
Iskandar
Gina
Li Yun
Joel
Li Wei
Sam
Kerene
Jeremy
Denise (My Maid~)
Jia Hui(Fragrant)
Wei Lun
Jeslyn
Joey
Elvyin
Noel(L)
Wei Xin
Lee Hong
Lina
Kiam Ping
Agnes(笨蛋)
Jeremy Ng (Frangrant)
Wei Lun
Chen Xi
Jin Pei
Amanda
Kai Feng
Peng Zheng
Ivy
Zi Rong
Jeremy Ng
Those People whom is at Fragrant... (Big Big Family)
MY GAN'S:
Li Ting(Mei)
Anna(Jie)
Justina(Jie)
Samantha(mei)
Berlina(Ah Ber Mei)
I’ll Be There For You Guyz!

My WishY

Last Long With Her~!
New Handphone
Get Focus on my studies
Go Out With All People that comes to fragrant
Train up my Basketball skills
PSP
Happy Every Day
Friends Stay happy ^^
New Clothes
New Jeans
New Belt
New Shoes~! AND LOTSA SHOES!
All My Friends could be happy!

♣What Makes Me HappyY

♣Strawberries!!!
♣Drawing
♣Donuts~!
♣Accompany my love ones
♣Messaging
♣Slacking
♣My computer
♣Going Out with my friend
♣Listening to musics
♣Lotsa Food!
♣Nightlife

✖What Me Scare OfY

✖Loneliness
✖The Feeling Of Lost
✖Darkness
✖Prawns
✖Girl Cry
✖Cucumber
✖Coke & Pepsi!

☠My Hate'sY

☠Doing Housework
☠Don't Believe me
☠Cheated Me
☠Hide things from me
☠Liers
☠Backstabbers
☠Anyhow Say Me
☠Do Things liao dun dare admit
☠To see people bully my friend infront of me
☠Don't wanna clear up things with others...
☠Those Hu are GL

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★A PAST THAT WITHOUT A FUTURE.Y

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January 2011

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♥FAMILY

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♥ EVELYN
♥ JASLYN
♥ JIAHUI

♥FRANGRANT'S/FRIEND'S

♥ AGNES(笨蛋)
♥ TSIN EE (Baby)
♥PAMELA
♥ LINA
♥ LEEHONG
♥ SING YI
♥ANNESSA
♥ ANNA (JIE)
♥ LEE YEN
♥ PRISCILLA
♥MARK
♥NOEL (L)
♥KIAM PEI (Zhu Tou)
♥DENISE (Maid XP)
♥GINA (RETARD MOUSE~)
♥GINA (PRIVATE BLOG)
♥WENDY
♥JOEY
♥EUGENE
♥BENNY
♥WEI LUN
♥JIA HUI(FRAGRANT)
♥JESLYN
♥GEKKHEE
♥QI NENG(VERON)
♥GERMAINE
♥GLADYS (The Great)
♥SHEENA
♥JIN PEI
♥DONALD
♥ KERENE
♥EUNICE
♥ERNEST
♥JEREMY NG
♥ISKANDAR
♥ZI WEI (HUMPTY)
♥ANDY
♥YANLING
♥ QI XUAN
♥LI TING
♥LI YUN
♥NICHOLAS(NINY)
♥ ZI KAI
♥LOUIS

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