.Wednesday, August 18, 2010 ' 12:51 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Hey People Finally got my playlist changed!
Hope you guyz love the songs~!
Hahahas~
Any new songs to intro.
Just wrote it down in my tag box!
Thank youuu
.Tuesday, August 17, 2010 ' 12:28 AM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Days getting faster the year go by so fast...
Soon I have to go out and work...
Do everybody have an ambition?
For me I've got alot...
But...
Some people might think that it is ridiculous...
From young I wish to be a zookeeper.
But my parents says that it is a worthless job.
But I told myself as long as I like it is alright even though it might be a joke.
But when time goes by...
I think of jobs such as scienceist and lotsa other odd job.
As in I don't really like sitting inside the office or serving other people....
Cause I wanna live and work on my own side or in a little group that could move around.
Hahahas...
Maybe I should strive hard for it.
What about you guyz?
.Wednesday, August 11, 2010 ' 6:08 PM Y
only you will be able to make it .
Hated my new place so much...
Even though the things inside my house is much more nicer and alot of it is brand new.
But to me still is like a house without anything.
Is just a place for me to stop and take a rest.
A place for me to take a break.
Sometimes I just wish that I would knock myself hard and wash away all my memories.
I hate it so much down here.
Each time I go back from fragrant,
I will still think of the road that I walked home everyday like last time.
I had so much of myself already.
I felt like crying each time I starts to miss my old house.
Slowly dying inside of me.
I'am sick of it...
Is like playing a sad song over and over again.
Trust me I will not believe in any gods any more.
Cause it dosen't work!!!
So what that I've prayed hard for not moving out.
Decision have been made.
I've tried so hard to lie to myself that how well am I now.
But it dosen't work.
The more I lied to myself the more I felt sick.
Sick of lying.
Sick of being here.
Sick of my family.
Sick of being ESMOND WONG!
Sick of who Iam.
If there's one wish for me now.
I WISH TO GO BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FCUK HEAVEN!
I HATE IT DOWN HERE!
I HATE TO LIE TO MYSLEF!
I HATE EVRYTHING THAT THEY HAVE DONE!
I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
ESMOND !
How I wish I would die while I sleep.
